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Something Simple

Posted: Sun Jun 03, 2018 9:06 pm
by IMA
Today, I just laid in bed crying. It felt good releasing frustration and pain. :lol:

Re: Something Simple

Posted: Tue Jun 05, 2018 6:36 am
by IMA
Yesterday, I got flowers and a necklace for myself. It felt good to pluck off the pedals, because some things come apart regardless of what happens to them.... that's okay with me.

Re: Something Simple

Posted: Tue Jun 05, 2018 4:09 pm
by Harmony
Dear IMA,

Glad you treated yourself to flowers. What you do with them is your choice and in your control. Makes sense when you think about it. You are not alone. Here with you.

with care,
Harmony

Re: Something Simple

Posted: Wed Jun 06, 2018 1:40 am
by there
IMA,
Here with you, too.
Thank you for telling about your recent experiences.
I like to buy myself flowers, too. :)

Re: Something Simple

Posted: Wed Jun 06, 2018 3:32 am
by wolfspirit
IMA,
I'm enjoying your simple experiences. They remind me to find even the smallest thing in my day to appreciate.
Thank you

ws

Re: Something Simple

Posted: Wed Jun 06, 2018 6:41 am
by IMA
Today, I realized how warm and fuzzy I feel inside, towards my best guy friend. I don't what he sees inside of me, to say half of the things he does.... even after knowing everything about my past.

Either way I know we are slowly stretching our soul ties. #SoulMatesInTheMaking #Friends4Ever :mrgreen: <3 :)

Re: Something Simple

Posted: Thu Jun 07, 2018 2:50 am
by wolfspirit
connections are a wonderful thing :)

Re: Something Simple

Posted: Fri Jun 08, 2018 8:42 am
by IMA
Tonight, I am in pain. Pain from the memories and bullying I recieved as a child to my adult life. Why is that everyone except me can be happy with what they accomplished?

Motivation is hard but self worth is golden.

Re: Something Simple

Posted: Fri Jun 08, 2018 9:14 am
by IMA
Tonight, it dawned on me that I won't be able to feel another person's embrace without a little cringing body response.

It applies to man, women, and even pets. :(

Even when I to cradle myself...I still feel worn and used up

Re: Something Simple

Posted: Sat Jun 09, 2018 3:21 am
by wolfspirit
IMA,
Maybe try and remember that your body is only repeating what it knows- the cringing- and it will repeat a new thing that it learns, too.
Keep embracing and cradling your self. Even if it cringes. Breathe and let go of the trapped energy of pain.
Eventually, your body's neurological response will change from "flight" to accept.
It is wrong and painful that your body had to learn that in the first place.
I hope you will feel more comfort a little at a time.

<3

ws