Hi Crow.
That's really interesting about what you had said after you surgery. I would also say that this would have been something you wanted to say all along, too.
I wonder how past you really felt saying those words, even if you can't remember.
I remember when my dad broke his back and he called both of his girlfriend's to come visit him at the same time. I was there also and it was extremely awkward and my dad just stared at them blankly. Thinking of it now, it was hilarious. He was a 55 year old with two girlfriends in the same room.
I hope your doing okay today
Nelll
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Oh crow,
What a traumatizing experience... humiliating, icky, and violating. My heart aches for that boy being put on display. Your parents had no concept of boundaries. Iโm so sorry you dealt with this. How brave to share.
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What a traumatizing experience... humiliating, icky, and violating. My heart aches for that boy being put on display. Your parents had no concept of boundaries. Iโm so sorry you dealt with this. How brave to share.
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You know... Sometimes I feel like I'm never going to heal from all I've been through. Too sensitive. Too hurt. Just want it all to go away...
A little boy hides in an adult's disguise.
Quote taken from an original poem that I have written.
Quote taken from an original poem that I have written.
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I know that feeling, and I have accepted I may be dealing with these issues my entire life. I pray it gets easier though. I think you are going through a rough patch as well, and I really believe it will get easier for you too. Just hang in there Crow! You are doing the best you can, considering all you have been through! I think you handling everything quite well.
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Eagle,
Here's to your granfather l take valium once in a while but something like that never happened to me Kokoschka
P.S. Sorry but l forget sometimes... were you the one comforting me about my old age?? Saying something about 90 being the "new old"?
Here's to your granfather l take valium once in a while but something like that never happened to me Kokoschka
P.S. Sorry but l forget sometimes... were you the one comforting me about my old age?? Saying something about 90 being the "new old"?
..but god bless the child that's got his own... (Billie Holiday)
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Wow, Crow,
Totally off that you were treated like an object with no dignity or will.
Sedation seems to remove inhibitions! Works like truth serum?!
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Totally off that you were treated like an object with no dignity or will.
Sedation seems to remove inhibitions! Works like truth serum?!
1 edit by there for grammar
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I deserve better than survival.
I deserve better than survival.