Making progress ****Could trigger, sex mentioned*****
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Making progress ****Could trigger, sex mentioned*****
I think I am finding my way home.
To myself, to my family, to the world.
Yesterday I made love to my husband and felt aroused. There was still tons of stuff in the way, but that is major progress. It was so nice. I mostly felt safe.
I feel love for my little guy again, and am delighted by his happiness and joy.
My empathy seems to be coming back. I am crying because of what happened to others. My empathy has always been one of my most beautiful gifts, and it has been almost entirely absent during this healing. I am so thankful for its seeming return.
I have an interview for my first professional job tomorrow. And I am prepared, and I feel that it will go well. If I get the job my family's income will double overnight. And I will be able to make a library for myself, a special place to read and rest.
Oh please let this continue. I want my life back so bad.
To myself, to my family, to the world.
Yesterday I made love to my husband and felt aroused. There was still tons of stuff in the way, but that is major progress. It was so nice. I mostly felt safe.
I feel love for my little guy again, and am delighted by his happiness and joy.
My empathy seems to be coming back. I am crying because of what happened to others. My empathy has always been one of my most beautiful gifts, and it has been almost entirely absent during this healing. I am so thankful for its seeming return.
I have an interview for my first professional job tomorrow. And I am prepared, and I feel that it will go well. If I get the job my family's income will double overnight. And I will be able to make a library for myself, a special place to read and rest.
Oh please let this continue. I want my life back so bad.
"But I tell you life is sweet, in spite of the misery."
"Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it."
"Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it."
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Hi Butterfly
Thank you for sharing this special post with us - your words gave me goosebumps. You are an inspiration.
Thank you for sharing this special post with us - your words gave me goosebumps. You are an inspiration.
You are important
Email: jonesy@isurvive.org
Email: jonesy@isurvive.org
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I'm really happy for you butterfly. It is always good to hear when people get to healing and reap the rewards of it.
SW
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Best wishes, butterfly! flutter on!
peace
LD
peace
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Well I got the job!!
"But I tell you life is sweet, in spite of the misery."
"Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it."
"Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it."
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Butterfly - I am grinning from ear to ear for you.
You are important
Email: jonesy@isurvive.org
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Congrats on the new job Butterfly, i too am smiling for you
Icarus
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Butterfly
Congratulations on getting the job.
Now you can build that library and have your own special place.
Congratulations on getting the job.
Now you can build that library and have your own special place.
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The butterfly is spreading her wings
congratulations!!!
sparrow
congratulations!!!
sparrow
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yahoooooooooooo butterfly...
makes us believe in the good stuff...you so deserve this.
eff
makes us believe in the good stuff...you so deserve this.
eff
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