I have come far
Posted: Wed Jan 28, 2015 3:23 am
(Contains stuff about sexuality)
I've been reflecting on some things. maybe this will give hope to someone.
I can't believe that somehow I really really adore men. I trust and respect them, and they feel comfortable with me. they say I'm easy to talk to.
I'm really good at healthy emotional intimacy, and am able to completely open my heart with love and trust. (How in god's name?)
I have pretty good self-esteem and self-worth.... it was horrible just a few years ago, though.
Most of all, I'm amazed by my healthy sexuality, and of being able to really love and enjoy sex, so much so that I've learned to orgasm with a man at the first intimate encounter. (I wasn't able to have sex at all for 30 years!) I love and am comfortable with my body, and I love the masculine body, and sex organs don't freak me out at all now. I still get triggered on certain occasions, however.
Also, I have known true love. Wouldn't have known if I wasn't ready and open.
Sorry if this is TMI... Just needed to share. Thank you!!
:fireworks
I've been reflecting on some things. maybe this will give hope to someone.
I can't believe that somehow I really really adore men. I trust and respect them, and they feel comfortable with me. they say I'm easy to talk to.
I'm really good at healthy emotional intimacy, and am able to completely open my heart with love and trust. (How in god's name?)
I have pretty good self-esteem and self-worth.... it was horrible just a few years ago, though.
Most of all, I'm amazed by my healthy sexuality, and of being able to really love and enjoy sex, so much so that I've learned to orgasm with a man at the first intimate encounter. (I wasn't able to have sex at all for 30 years!) I love and am comfortable with my body, and I love the masculine body, and sex organs don't freak me out at all now. I still get triggered on certain occasions, however.
Also, I have known true love. Wouldn't have known if I wasn't ready and open.
Sorry if this is TMI... Just needed to share. Thank you!!
:fireworks