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[VeeBee]

Well, I can’t believe I made it here. I’m 61 years old and I’m going through some treatment in which I discovered or rather my body discovered that I was sexually abused as a child. I believe my body believes that I was quite young. There isn’t coherence between my body and my mind or my memories. But my body is very very clear. And today, I’m rattled. I’m in shock. I’m grieving. I’m angry. I’m scared. I only have fragments. I don’t know who the perpetrator was. Or, perhaps there were many perpetrators. That is very unnerving to me. I feel like I can’t have complete resolution or peace or healing until I know who the perpetrator is. Until I have the memory come back to me more than just the fragments that they are.I also have a lot more clarity. I thought there was something really wrong with my brain. All these years. Deep down, somewhere inside, I have some hope. I’m writing to connect

[Jonesy]

Hi VeeBee

Sorry for the reasons which bring you here but a very warm welcome to isurvive - connection is what we do, may you soon feel at home

[quixote]

VeeBee,
The hardest part for me was the first discovery.
Quixote