Something Simple

[IMA]

Things that I should be doing but simple won't....

Clear off the half of my bed

Get rid of old clothes in my clothes that bring up bad memories

Sleep on my back instead of my side

Study for my dreams, prepare for test

Clean my room and bathroom

Walk every other day in sunlight

Make a solid plan for saving up for a car

Not over work myself

Read cheesy pick up lines

Smile... genuinely be joyful

Letting my hopes get up for the better

Putting lotion or oil on after showering

Buying new boots

Covering my hair when I sleep

Memorize a song

But at least I bought a humidifier today...

[wolfspirit]

Oh, I always forget to put on lotion after I shower...
I sleep on my stomach or side- have sleep apnea so I can't sleep on my back.
you must have long hair- is that why it has to be covered?

ws

[Ashia]

Hi IMA

Sometimes it can be hard to do the things that are good for us. Personally, I try to be gentle with myself when I have those days, remembering that tomorrow brings a fresh start. It's not always easy but I try. I hope the humidifier is helping.

With caring
Ashia

[IMA]

Came back from the hospital today after a few days,
I feel weak but I'm still here

[there]

IMA,
Hope you feel stronger again each day

[wolfspirit]

IMA,
Glad to know you're here and that you were able to get some extra care recently.

<3
ws

[IMA]

Crazy how it's been weeks since I have been on here...

I like the time i have been through working and going to all these groups....

Really like the cooking program I am in, made ramen it was so good...

Some I think I am still damage from all the abuse I received to every think I could be in a long term relationship...

People really like my cooking...

Want to start new hobbies soon...

I thought about the guy who hurt me... is that normal to do... just to pray and move on...

[IMA]

Wondering I can really let go of the pain from that small town and the harrassment they did to me....

How could I have let my guard down in the first place...

But hey everything happened for a reason... I meant new better healing people to be around and I am grateful...for realls.

I have crushes on two people and I feel like I am in kindergarten again, the way we talk to each other... the playfulness

I wonder when the thoughts of something more will replace the violent action... the memories I still have

I plan to save up for a car and new laptop by the end of the year.

I feel more hopeful with life each day....

Being in the hospital helped determine what was more wrong with my previous treatment and glad for change

[IMA]

Had a pizza today, feel super cautious about it...

Remember how my body was verse now.

I accept what I was who I am and now what I have become.

I love how I am and accept the outcome...if this is the case the children birth will be more easier to face in the future.

[IMA]

Sometimes I wonder why I was raped and molested in life?

Why was so important that god had planned for me face?

My body and I struggle sometimes... I see the sin in it the darkness... the bad even I get so caught up with me being okay to shared my wounds with another?

Can there really be hope for some like me... so damaged?

Or am I just another person trying to live in denial about who I am?

Thank you for this website, so I can get my thoughts out