No idea what to make of today.

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Shirley
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No idea what to make of today.

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Today I seen my T and went over a few things I have never mentioned. Ever. Then I learn more of what happened and the way I was treated. Now to be told I was abused by a second person is to much to bare. I don’t know what to do with this now. My world is collapsing and I have no one to turn too. Why is it only ever feeling worse and worse.
To confused.
Shirley
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Shirley
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Re: No idea what to make of today.

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Hi
Is there anybody there, I need something, someone, anything. What do I do I can’t handle this
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iwillthrive

Re: No idea what to make of today.

Post by iwillthrive »

Shirley,

I’m here listening. It’s scary to think you are all alone, but you’re not. I’m here. It’s hard to take in the idea that you were abused. I know the feeling of wanting to not believe.

I’m here offering a safe hand to hold if you would like to. I’ll sit quietly with you as you begin to process. iwillthrive
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Re: No idea what to make of today.

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Hi Shirley

I am also right here and listening.

(I also need to know which forum you would like this thread moved to - you are currently in Announcements)
You are important

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Shirley
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Re: No idea what to make of today.

Post by Shirley »

Hi Jonesy,
I’m sorry I guess I’m not working this site out like I thought. Where do you think!? Sorry

Shirley
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Re: No idea what to make of today.

Post by Jonesy »

Hi Shirley

It's absolutely no problem, so please don't stress.
I have moved it here to the Physical/Emotional/Verbal Abuse Survivors Forum.
You are important

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Shirley
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Re: No idea what to make of today.

Post by Shirley »

Bursting inside. What happened yesterday and every minute since I’m finding hard to contemplate in anyway shape or form. I feel sick I feel shaky and out of breath. Is it real are flashbacks real. I can’t see a Therapist for at least 2 weeks and I don’t know if I’m going to be able to do it let alone share what’s happened. So scared it real.
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Re: No idea what to make of today.

Post by Ashia »

Hi Shirley

I hear how difficult yesterday was for you. If you can, try to breathe and slow everything down. It is hard learning more about our past and it's easy to slip into denial. I'm so sorry for the upset and fear you're feeling. Maybe one or some of these self-soothing stategies may be of some help to you - viewtopic.php?f=42&t=3822

You will always be believed here.

With caring
Ashia
Shirley
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Re: No idea what to make of today.

Post by Shirley »

Thanks Ashia,
I’ll have a look at it.
Kind of feel like I shared too much on another thread but it is what it is. I’m bursting. Wish it what I now see wasn’t true but I can’t change it. I just feel numb.
Thanks for your help.

Shirley
There is always a silver lining.
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Post by jimscarlet »

Only when I've been in the darkest dark (more than once) have I found
the amazing strength to carry on with this battle for the innocents.
Again,and again I've wanted to give in,just quit whole drama of it all and
the pain . . . . .then I remember I promised 'little me' I never would . . . .
Compassionate Courage To You,
jimscarlet
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