Fleur's 2018 thoughts

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wolfspirit
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Re: Fleur's 2018 thoughts

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Fleur,
Imagining your gardens growing and Soxy chasing a string on your bedspread.
Hoping you are doing okay and feeling stronger.

<3
ws
Wounds are where the light enters you.
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Thinking of you Fleur.
Hoping the iron is continuing to have some noticeable Benifits,
Relate to the hypervigalince with sounds and difficult rippling effect.
Hope you’ve had some decent nights of sleep.
(I splurged on a new body pillow and hope to enjoy the comforting feeling tonight. )

Leaving caring and friendship,

Couragetoday
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Fleur,
Sending smiles and bright-colored flowers to wherever you are right now.
Keeping you in my thoughts

<3

ws
Wounds are where the light enters you.
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Fleur,
Thinking of you and sending a warm hug and a woof from Tula...
All women are beautiful. Period.
I deserve better than survival.
wolfspirit
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Fleur,
Saw that you posted on some other threads and I smiled big.
Hoping you are doing okay and are stable.
Thinking of you and sending hugs,

ws
Wounds are where the light enters you.
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Thank you everyone. Not in a good space. Lost a post or three and got angry with self with universe. I've lost the comma On phone keypad. Phone still puts in odd words and random capitals

Soxy biting and scratching. Might be picking up my despair

Lack of enough sleep is huge problem as is lack of appetite. Asked Dr to give me antibiotics that don't need a half hour before eating Cos then I'm not hungry and regurgitate food. Pdoc thinks I've lost weight but scales are around 60-65kg. She joked maybe stuck scales

On a chat Site and after no-one writing to me for over a year suddenly messages arrive. It's kind of surreal. I write back nicely but so far from the inner realm. What I say here is my reality. What I tell them is more surface or something. I don't say about hours in bed or headache or losing time or even sh. Let alone Su

Thank you all very much for being here

May you each be having a pleasant week
Onward to a safe community for all people in which to thrive ~ gentle hugs [if okay] ~ Fleur
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Fleur,
I'm glad to see your post. Understand anger at losing multiple posts. Grrr !

I post my reality here, and that alone helps. If I can say what it really is, I can face it and deal with it better.

Hope you can get antibiotics sorted so eating is enjoyable and nourishing.

Hope you're sleeping more very soon.

Sending calm, uplifting energy to you and Sexy. Tulare woofs her greetings :)
All women are beautiful. Period.
I deserve better than survival.
wolfspirit
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Fleur,
I'd like to duplicate there's post. :)
Sooo good to hear from you.
I'll send comforting thoughts to both you and Soxy.
So sorry the technology is being annoying and frustrating.

gentle hugs,

ws
Wounds are where the light enters you.
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Re: Fleur's 2018 thoughts

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Hugs to you, Fleur Thank you for sharing your reality here. I am so glad that this safe space is here for you.

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Fleur,

Joining in with everyone else in saying that I'm glad you can share your reality here. Sending hugs if you'd like.
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