Shadows Of My Past

A discussion area specifically for survivors who suffered physical, emotional, and verbal child abuse. This forum can also be used for Members who suffered sexual abuse at the time of physical, emotional and verbal abuse.

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Xanthia
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Re: Shadows Of My Past

Post by Xanthia »

Hi Caprica,

I trust life holds many positives for you these days, that at least some issues have resolved.

Wishing you a very happy birthday followed by a wonderful year.

Here's to a bright future.

Warm regards,
Xanthia
IMA
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Re: Shadows Of My Past

Post by IMA »

I feel numb too and reading your story brings a sense of....relief about how you can have good times yes. But they don't make it a life while experience. I have too many times of thoughts of happiness that get snuffed out as soon as the appear.
Being raped as well is hard for me to love my body again. All I can see were the grossest faces my ex husband would make as the act continued. I cry, I have burst of anger, and hatred. I still ask myself if I want to live. I said and still continue to say yes each day.
Even though I don't have much happiness yet, in life. I still have love-- Self Love.
Last edited by Serenity on Thu May 31, 2018 2:40 pm, edited 1 time in total.
Reason: Changed ST to NT, as merely mentioned triggering topic
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