New year

[Ernnie]

Hoping everyone finds some peace of heart this year. I am am delaying heading to bed because my mind is racing and I do not want to face the demans in my head. I am hoping for some peace of heart.

[Ho'omana]

So sorry that your mind is restless. I too find sleep allusive.
Thinking about resolutions that may be workable but everything seems so difficult.
Maybe just need to be still.
Wishing you serenity and peaceful slumber

[Jonesy]

Hi Ernnie

Thanks for your good wishes. Perhaps writing things out here may help get the thoughts a little more in order?

[Ernnie]

I am on my way to a continuing care workshop at the residential treatment center I attended two years ago. I am scared. I am afraid they will want to keep me. My self harm tendencies have escalated. I feel like every thing is such an effort. Sometimes I wish it would all end.

[iwillthrive]

Ernie,

Understand your fear. And I understand wanting to end it all. I hope you chose otherwise. You deserve to live a life free of the pain of your past.

Please take good care of yourself and keep reaching out for help. You are doing it!

iwllthrive

[Ernnie]

Thanks, I appreciate the support. It's good to have people who understand and are not afraid of hearing the dark thoughts.

[Harmony]

Hi Ernie,

Happy new year to you too. Even if it seems dark you have others standing with you here to help shed light on dark times. Likely people will relate. Sending you support in your hard times.

with care,
Harmony

[quixote]

Errnie,
Take good care of yourself. Things will be looking up soon.
quixote